Sometimes I just wanna off myself
Sometimes I think about hm maybe life wld be better for most people If I just wasn’t here I just also think about the fact that I want something to happen to me to feel that way. Sometimes I wonder why ? Just why do I even feel that wAy?I’m blessed I have just about everything I need so why do I want to fucking kill myself about everyday of my life why the fuck do I even think about the ways I want to even. There isn’t a. Day that goes by where I don’t think about it I just really really don’t. And unfortunately that’s my life and I have to deal.
The saddest part about every birthday is that I think people care about me enough to remember but no one does and that’s fine. It just kind of gets me down.
